I like this girl , and I’m deeply in love with her , but she had rejected me before

This girl is amazing to me , she makes me so happy , she is the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen in my entire life , so let’s get to the story....I’ve known this girl for years, 3 years actually....and I’ve always been her shoulder to cry on , she told me she feels like she can be herself when she is talking to me or around me she also has had severe depression and she told me if it wasn’t for me she would have ended her life long ago ,and I’m happy about that but....every time I try to push a relationship it’s like she doesn’t want it , I beat myself up over it all the time because I feel as if I’m too ugly to be someone she would want to love, she asked me to prom 11th grade year and everything I just don’t understand how I’m not enough, is there a way she will fall for me in the future. Because it hurts so much that she just won’t love me back......she also dates other males and tells me about it , she knows that I’m deeply in love with her , but it’s like she doesn’t even care that I’ll have her back forever and would die for her any day of the week.....

Submitted July 16, 2019 at 11:51PM

This girl is amazing to me , she makes me so happy , she is the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen in my entire life , so let’s get to the story....I’ve known this girl for years, 3 years actually....and I’ve always been her shoulder to cry on , she told me she feels like she can be herself when she is talking to me or around me she also has had severe depression and she told me if it wasn’t for me she would have ended her life long ago ,and I’m happy about that but....every time I try to push a relationship it’s like she doesn’t want it , I beat myself up over it all the time because I feel as if I’m too ugly to be someone she would want to love, she asked me to prom 11th grade year and everything I just don’t understand how I’m not enough, is there a way she will fall for me in the future. Because it hurts so much that she just won’t love me back......she also dates other males and tells me about it , she knows that I’m deeply in love with her , but it’s like she doesn’t even care that I’ll have her back forever and would die for her any day of the week.....