I miss you

Miss you

I’m sorry, if this doesn’t make sense, but I miss you. Even though you’re a little older than me, we always had fun together. I’ve known you for practically my whole life, you were the coolest girl I’ve ever known.

Last year, when you moved to *** ***********, I was sad, but I didn’t really acknowledge it. I tried dating three other girls at different points in the last year, I tried getting into meeting goth people because I know you were semi into that. I tried everything, other then acknowledging my feelings for you.

I don’t know if you ever felt the same way, because you moved away and don’t keep in touch with anybody anymore. I know this will sound incredibly cheesy, but honestly you are everything I’ve ever wanted in a girl, you’re not like the other women I’ve been with.

You’re cool, someone who’s into the same things as me, i remember you’d wear a certain shirt every-time we met up, because you knew I liked it.

I guess all I’m trying to say is, I miss you, and I don’t know if you miss me, but that’s okay because I guess I’ll never know. I feel like you’ve moved on, and I thought I did too, until I really spent time with myself thinking on things.

I hope you’re doing well, and I hope one day, you’ll find out in some form. I’m going to save this draft, just in case I need to actually send it someday, and I mainly wanted to write this to get it off my chest, as that’s what I think is best.

I miss you Marmar, and I hope one day I’ll see you again and have the courage to tell you my feelings, until then, I guess I’ll just put this in a box and move on with my life.

Submitted February 22, 2020 at 12:00AM

Miss youI’m sorry, if this doesn’t make sense, but I miss you. Even though you’re a little older than me, we always had fun together. I’ve known you for practically my whole life, you were the coolest girl I’ve ever known.Last year, when you moved to *** ***********, I was sad, but I didn’t really acknowledge it. I tried dating three other girls at different points in the last year, I tried getting into meeting goth people because I know you were semi into that. I tried everything, other then acknowledging my feelings for you.I don’t know if you ever felt the same way, because you moved away and don’t keep in touch with anybody anymore. I know this will sound incredibly cheesy, but honestly you are everything I’ve ever wanted in a girl, you’re not like the other women I’ve been with.You’re cool, someone who’s into the same things as me, i remember you’d wear a certain shirt every-time we met up, because you knew I liked it.I guess all I’m trying to say is, I miss you, and I don’t know if you miss me, but that’s okay because I guess I’ll never know. I feel like you’ve moved on, and I thought I did too, until I really spent time with myself thinking on things.I hope you’re doing well, and I hope one day, you’ll find out in some form. I’m going to save this draft, just in case I need to actually send it someday, and I mainly wanted to write this to get it off my chest, as that’s what I think is best.I miss you Marmar, and I hope one day I’ll see you again and have the courage to tell you my feelings, until then, I guess I’ll just put this in a box and move on with my life.