Is this an orgasm...?

Hello all, I've been having sexual problems for the better part of a year and I've posted about it here some times before, but this isn't really about that, it's about a strange experience I've had using my vibrator

To give some background, my problems are that I can't orgasm and more recently, can't really get aroused. I thought buying a vibrator would help, and it actually has and I'm really glad I spent the money on it, but it hasn't really helped by much, though now I'm able to get a little aroused by using it

It's more like my body moves on its own. No matter how much I think about sex or consume porn, I can't get aroused at all but my vulva still lubricates when I use my vibrator on it, even though I'm still not psychologically or even really physically aroused, though it still feels good

When I press it against my clit, my body reacts. It feels like a winding sensation, like winding up a wind-up toy and my heart speeds up and then suddenly it stops, like letting the wind up toy go but it doesn't feel all that good. I don't even really feel anything. The feeling of it against my clit isn't bad, but it's not exactly...the best either.

In comparison, the last time I had an orgasm it felt more like there was a pulling sensation in my stomach, my heart rate sped up, my legs shook and my face was flushed afterward.The best I can describe it as is the first example is "sour" while this is "sweet".

It feels like my body is trying to mimic an orgasm or something like it, because the tension buildup and release are still there but none of the other physiological stuff (except my heart speeding up) are there.

Submitted July 27, 2021 at 11:53PM

Hello all, I've been having sexual problems for the better part of a year and I've posted about it here some times before, but this isn't really about that, it's about a strange experience I've had using my vibratorTo give some background, my problems are that I can't orgasm and more recently, can't really get aroused. I thought buying a vibrator would help, and it actually has and I'm really glad I spent the money on it, but it hasn't really helped by much, though now I'm able to get a little aroused by using itIt's more like my body moves on its own. No matter how much I think about sex or consume porn, I can't get aroused at all but my vulva still lubricates when I use my vibrator on it, even though I'm still not psychologically or even really physically aroused, though it still feels goodWhen I press it against my clit, my body reacts. It feels like a winding sensation, like winding up a wind-up toy and my heart speeds up and then suddenly it stops, like letting the wind up toy go but it doesn't feel all that good. I don't even really feel anything. The feeling of it against my clit isn't bad, but it's not exactly...the best either.In comparison, the last time I had an orgasm it felt more like there was a pulling sensation in my stomach, my heart rate sped up, my legs shook and my face was flushed afterward.The best I can describe it as is the first example is "sour" while this is "sweet".It feels like my body is trying to mimic an orgasm or something like it, because the tension buildup and release are still there but none of the other physiological stuff (except my heart speeding up) are there.