HELP MEE!!

So I go to a summer-camp, and this year was the first one I would consider myself “more mature”. Anyways, there’s this girl (16 going on 17) that I (14 going on 15) kinda went on and off about liking. We talk a lot as friends in camp, but never off-camp, since she lives like 2 hours away by car, and I never in text, since I never had the courage to text her I guess. There’s always been some kind of… tension between us, but I never saw her as a dating option, since she has a boyfriend who she is crazy in-love with, and her being 2-3 years older than me, I don’t think I would be of any interest to her, and I’m totally cool with this. This year however, she might have dropped some pretty obvious hints, that I just now realised, how stupid I was to not get at the time, for example she was always talking to her friends in-front of me that if I wasn’t myself, she’d “jump on me”, but I always took it as a joke, since she had been saying it for years now. But we often went to my room to talk either alone, or with my roommate and her friend. Anyways, once when she was wearing one of those fishnet-tights, showed me how “jiggly her thighs were” and asked me to “jiggle them”, although this really might just had been for fun. Another time, when we were talking on the top bunk of a bunk-bed, I was was shaking my leg and the bed was moving with it, but then she started moaning as a joke, but we’ve always been making dirty jokes around eachother. OH! And also, last year I said in a friend-group that she was in, that I wasn’t a virgin, because we were talking about things like this. Anyways, I have no clue what to do and some advice on what I should do could really be at help.

Submitted August 02, 2022 at 12:15AM

So I go to a summer-camp, and this year was the first one I would consider myself “more mature”. Anyways, there’s this girl (16 going on 17) that I (14 going on 15) kinda went on and off about liking. We talk a lot as friends in camp, but never off-camp, since she lives like 2 hours away by car, and I never in text, since I never had the courage to text her I guess. There’s always been some kind of… tension between us, but I never saw her as a dating option, since she has a boyfriend who she is crazy in-love with, and her being 2-3 years older than me, I don’t think I would be of any interest to her, and I’m totally cool with this. This year however, she might have dropped some pretty obvious hints, that I just now realised, how stupid I was to not get at the time, for example she was always talking to her friends in-front of me that if I wasn’t myself, she’d “jump on me”, but I always took it as a joke, since she had been saying it for years now. But we often went to my room to talk either alone, or with my roommate and her friend. Anyways, once when she was wearing one of those fishnet-tights, showed me how “jiggly her thighs were” and asked me to “jiggle them”, although this really might just had been for fun. Another time, when we were talking on the top bunk of a bunk-bed, I was was shaking my leg and the bed was moving with it, but then she started moaning as a joke, but we’ve always been making dirty jokes around eachother. OH! And also, last year I said in a friend-group that she was in, that I wasn’t a virgin, because we were talking about things like this. Anyways, I have no clue what to do and some advice on what I should do could really be at help.