Remember that you're still am-ace-ing!!! July 20, 2021 at 12:02AM

You mean the rear lines? Bisexual are in numerical majority, but our scouts have informed us that the lines of communication are not very solid, it would take some time to transmit the information which makes them vulnerable to surprise attacks, also, their increased lust makes the soldier less efficient on the field and that's another weakness we asexuals can exploit. July 20, 2021 at 12:01AM

AAAHH. How dare people be different! How dare people be unique!! How dare they demand to be treated the same as us who came out of the box with bolts for brains!!! *with obvious sarcasm July 20, 2021 at 12:01AM

Why are you here? July 20, 2021 at 12:00AM

Short social battery, I love it. And congrats! I hope it works out for you. I hope one day I can find an ace partner. July 19, 2021 at 11:59PM

So, my household is very open to things like sexuality and gender identity, and I never had any reason to be concerned about them accepting me. However, I was still scared. It took me weeks to build up the courage. Because even though within my home being ace wouldn't be a big deal, there was always a chance that they'd react the way people who aren't open to those things would react. A tiny chance, but you never know until you take that leap. And you can't take it back once you've said it. The idea of having to keep a secret for the fear of how the people you love will react - even if you know they'll be fine with it - is exhausting. Because everything we see tells us that we're not 'normal'. That we're weird and different and it's hard to love yourself when you've never seen anyone else love someone like you. It was also extremely personal. You internalize what you see around you - and most of what we see is straight 'traditio...

It sounds to me like you may indeed be asexual, but I think it's important to draw a distinction between being comfortable alone and being unable to open up to others. It's entirely okay to be put off by the thought of kissing and sex--plenty of us here are--but an inability to be open and vulnerable with anyone is a different matter entirely. It's also okay to have fears about what you might be missing, plenty of us unfortunately have those too. It sounds to me like you're having a difficult time, and maybe you've been having a difficult time for a good while. I hope therapy allows you to find some of the answers you're looking for, and I hope you arrive at a better place than you are now. July 19, 2021 at 11:59PM