I mean sorta? Due to quarenteen I've been "questioning" if you can really call it that. Basically I have this weird habit (which my friend informs me is a type of anxiety?) where if I get a thought in my head, even one I know ain't true or real, it never leaves me until something takes its place. I had one intrusive thought about sex which honestly almost made me throw up and now my brain won't let go of it. Constant anxiety running through my brain like "Do you know you as well as you think you do?" And "But what if..." and with very little to do in lock-up these thoughts have nothing to be replaced with and have been plaguing my brain for a solid month or two. Because it wasn't just a normal intrusive thought either, I was having a text convo with a friend (Who doesn't know I'm ace, she didn't do this to spite me) and she mentioned about a smut book about (Sorry for the NSFW detail all you fellow sex-repulsed out there) a thr...