So bit of a backstory, my partner (of 7 years) and I are in a 'hotwife' relationship. I have a huge thing for guys in bands, it really turns me on so We both agreed Last minute for me to meet up with A guy a few days ago and everything went ok (foreplay, no sex) I met a bassist tonight from a local band. We have spoken dirty over messages before. he is so hot and we had sex, but I felt guilty and disgusting afterwards. I can't stop thinking about it and it's making me increasingly anxious. I have Aspergers, anxiety, depression and bipolar. Will I ever be able to get over this? It's the first time I've ever had sex with anyone else other than my partner. I need to know if it's normal to feel like this and if anyone has any advice? Submitted September 26, 2021 at 12:52AM So bit of a backstory, my partner (of 7 years) and I are in a 'hotwife' relationship. I have a huge thing for guys in bands, it really turns me on so We both agreed Last minute...